love live and everything bla bla bla..

few days back,
i received a call from my bestfriend.
telling me that how relationship suppose to be.
"a crucial phase in a relationship is
when you are going through at the 6 to 18 months of
being together with your love partner"

this is the moment for you to
finally realize on the real behavior and attitude of your partner.
and yet, this is the moment for you to actually ask yourself this:
"betulkah dia ni benar-benar untuk aku?"

few days back,
i read my friend status at facebook
"bila tengok kawan-kawan aku menangis sebab cinta, aku jadi takut untuk bercinta"

love is sweet , so sweet like honey
sweet when you have no fights
when you have no lies
when there is no heart to be hurt
dan indah bila semuanye takde cacat dan cela

HOWEVER,
love can be bitter
when everyday you always get into fight
when everyday it will be the same thing to fight about
and when your love partner is being dishonest and unfaithful towards you.
dan bila pergaduhan itu akhirnya akan
membunuh cinta yang you semai sendiri.
"CINTA INI MEMBUNUHKU"
tahu lagu itu kan?


sebab itu ada PERSOALAN on whether single, or couple is better?

i hate to fight, eh come on sape suka bergaduh right.
i am trying to be the best and the right safena for my love one.
there is a need of sacrifices, and need a lot of patience and also changes here and there.
i do also need time to get rid of all those bad attitudes.
is all these worth to be done for?
i hope so.

and i hope so to see all these in you.

this 10 days to go for me to officially be 1 year with him,
have put me in many situation which i cant describe in words.
yeah. banyak yang telah dilalui.
to have fight with beloved friends
to do things that are unexpected
to really get to understand each other and many more.

i want to save this relationship till end.
you there! do you think i can?